hey. new layout, and i jumped on the bandwagon and gave the entries a name! yay! the constructives. yes,i am one obsessed little LD debater.

so hence this is constructive number one. i was thinking of calling it the rebuttals cuz i was the rebuttalist on our team, but i'm not really refuting,and constructive isn't a widely known term outside of the debate universe so hence these are the constructives.

got it? good.

i love looking at my html creations. i can do this. seriously considering a career as a webmistress. of course that'll mean learning icky stuff like java, but i'll do it if i have to.

anyway, don't got too much to say today. spent the day revamping the site. i do live an exciting life. don't i? i'll probably end up spending the rest of the day writing and doing SAT work. my sat is in 2 weekends. i'm fucking scared. i was confident at first but looking at my practice test scores have made me really scared. but i'll pull it together. i usually do.

enough duncan. let me go change this. *surveys selection*, joan osborne,rem,or face to face.the new school punk wins hands down.

"i've tried to fake it
i've tried to lie about it
there's nothing new about it
i can't take a thing from you
because
i want what i want
and it wouldn't do"

my uncle cesar comes over to my house every sunday. they sit around and gossip about other family members. who's fucking who,what new crack dealer evelyn is going out with, what a cheap slut such and such is and it's really scary because it reminds me of the way my friends and i sit around .of course they don't have the biting sarcastic remarks we integrate into our conversations but stillit's strikingly similar

it's funny imagining annel,jorge,jewell and i in 10,even 5 years. this is my little vision of the future for my friends

jorge- for some reason i see him taking up cigarretes, and because of his new "i'm upbeat,really i am!" image turning into one of those "up with people" type of guys. dating a nice preppy girl who went to dalton. future profession-english teacher at a boarding school for girls. will not breed

annel-moving to washington d.c or stays in new york city to turn into some important news/politics person. politics or she can do the exact opposite and lead the communist party into the millenium.defenitely gets married to a brooding,hot,intellectual socialist man of her dreams. lots of little babies.

jewell- her future is kind of muddy. she can either stay in the city under her mother's lock and key, go to a city school, gets a degree, and turns into an english teacher who all the kids love cuz she makes dirty jokes.

for some reason i see jewell leading the most "normal" life. the rest of us, cuz we're so fucking complicated i feel are going to lead these weird,surrealistic lives filled with sex and alcohol. or maybe not.

it's fun imagining what your friends are going to be like in a few years. when i come home from college for christmas vacation i plan on having a little crew reunion party, and seeing how people are progressing. everyone who i knew last year has changed so much. i thought i was the only one, but that's not true. jorge has gotten all of the evilness out of his system, annel has become a lot more open, jewell less upbeat,stacey has turned into this weird fashion plate with issues volumes 1-1,000,000.,the list goes on and on.

but i'm nothing without my friends. nothing at all. i'm lucky to have both friends online and in real life, it must suck to only be close to people on the net. the net is great, but nothing beats just hanging out.

so yep yep, i love my friends. my friends are great. they rock. all of them. they are a definite part of me and i just don't know what i'd do without them.

my brother is arguing with my mom. he wants to go to my cousin's house but she wont let him. fuck, he needs to leave. he does. it is essential to my well being

i sound like the princeton review cd vocab helper. it's really fun. yes,fun in an sat tutorial. weirder things have happened children.

so. this is it. tell me what you think about the new design. JOIN THE WEBRING. support your local debater

i love saying that.